what can i say about my sweet mom oh so much but it would take a live time to do so my mom was caring loving and the best teacher she had a very dificult child hood and my grand ma was not good to mom at all and yet she never complaint wen we did ask her about mama only sayd dont worry its over and i was allwais so sad becouse no one ever hurt my mom wen i was around she has lost so much of her famile but when mama lost my brothers we thought oh god she is not going to make it but she was strong for us we needed her so much i feel shame at times becouse we demanded so much love from her we never let mama get her time but we never had a dad to help us he beat my mama so bad and all of us but she finely divorced him and by that time i think we where all brockenso we stuck to her like glue but mama was never angry never said a bad word about dad but for the longest time i hatet him for what he has done he was especilie cruel to my brother who is whis mama after he got hit by drunk driver he allwais had to fight for his live whaen he was born he was called a miracle babyhe was not bigger than the palm of a womans hand but then my dad passed away and i needed to stop my hate and start to grieve my sister believes he is in heaven iam not sure he was bad but i dont like to hate not after what my mama my best friend and hero had to go thrue also iam happy she is home iam crying becousei have no one to hold me and saying its ok you my big girl iam here i know it is selfish but i miss my sweet mom all my love to you mama i will allwais have you in my heart your loving daughter ela